i know myself.

thats my limit.

we've been staying like this for months.

im really tired.

i've been living in those empty promises for months.

i try to do everything i can. anything.

i couldnt take it anymore.

everything is my fault. yea mine.

have you ever put myself in ur shoes?

sorry for concerning u too much.

well, it hurts to hear "you care so much for wat?"

who am i actually means to you.

i shouldnt be caring?

den well, i wun. anymore.

im more disappointed then sad.

its time to set myself free.

dont wanna live ur cage anymore.

and well, i realise, my frens will be with me;

if i let them to.

Thanks Ben and Xian, ur dirty talks,

althou not funny. but still, made me cheer up.

love these buds.

*cassy laopo.... i finally know how you felt a yr ago.

teach me to be strong (:

love is always the illusions;

you make for it.