today is a quarrelling day duh, since yesterday.

he's off today.

woke up in e morning, played maple awhile, den we went to get ready.

went downstairs. and started to quarrel that he say i wear too little.

so i went up to change my clothes, just anyhow changed to a long sleeve one, when he walked away to redhill mrt.

den i go to redhill mrt to meet him. and he gave a comment like

"why you never wear nicer?" i was fucking irritated.

imagine u wear something u like, and got scolded, and u changed to meet e "requirement",

and still, got a kind of comment like this.

tears rolled down my cheek, duh. i didnt want to let him saw it.

so i walk another way.

in the journey, we never say anything to each other. just like a stranger.

how cute, huh.

den he went home and change and stuffs.

after that i ask him where are we going now,

and we start quarreling again. he say if i wanna ignore him, den might as well i go home.

im not trying to ignore him. just didnt want to let him say i act ke lian.

anyway, my explaination forever doesnt take effect.

whenever i tok nicely to him, he would say something nasty.

till i really cannot make it. breakdown.

lol cried like a crazy women in e mrt.

perhaps i should just jump down.

end of quarreling.

den we went bugis to meet calvin, edwin &fren and minghui.

mayb he is even nice enough to buy thing for me to eat

calvin was doing his tattoo on e hand.

went walk around and get back home.

hais.

where's the confidence i used to have in this relationship?

Promises is meant to suck balls.

dear started work a few days le, hope he will get used to his job.
strive hard. iloveyou (:

Am playing maple private server for these few days.

http://www.twilightms.com/

rates are 500x exp, 500x meso, and 10x drop.

woooaaa. =p
lol, & yea cos i don have patience like raven LOL.
3 days and i get to lvl 183 lol~
still can get even more, just that even in private server,
im still lazy to train.
but theres something quite fun thou, Rebirth.
it means u can change to other jobs starting from lvl 1 when ure lvl 200.
so example, if u're a lvl 200 bishop and u rebirth to a nl,
u became lvl 1 but u'll still have bishop's skills.
and rebirth is unlimited. the top ranking crazy guy, rebirthed 21 times.
i wonder if there're so many jobs to change to.

and so ytd dear off, we wanna save money so we decided to stay home.

that idiot was sitting infront of the com e whole day.

NOTE: its really the whole day. (+night) playing maple.

i trained his char to 85 previously, and he train himself to 186,

using the whole of his off day.

i remember he used to say im stupid to spend my offday at home playing games.

AINT YOU TOO MR LEE.

while we're lying on the bed, he still can ask me "what job should i rebirth to?"

boo. maple overwhelms.
take care buds.

don jealous LOL. dragon weapons are dam easy to hunt at skele =3

Happy Birthday Angie. (:

me and dear went to cut our hair today.

he like nv cut hair b4... so anxious. lol. it turned out orite thou.

looks not much difference lol.

dear has an interview tml at tan boon liat building.

anyone know where's dat?

cos we fucking finding it at chinatown and it ended up at tiong bahru.

=.=''_l_ but oh fine, we didnt have enough time to tiong bahru anyways.

went to watch The Days with dear, adrian &his gf and tony &his gf (jasmine).

http://www.thedaysmovie.com/

made in singapore, true life story. paikia storyline about 2 brothers.

not much surprising stuffs. all kinda predicted. bleah.

but when we're out we saw one of e leading actor in dat show, and we shouted "eh! baby lei!"

(cos his name in e show was baby. *silent....*)

and adrian wanted to take pictures with him.......................................

you think he andy lau meh.

went walking around ps, den we saw tony's ex gf, who's name is also jasmine. LOL.

wat an embarrass scene.

den took train go batok, ate stingray!

den had a fight with him ): i hate it.

i donno whats right or wrong, cos im always wrong.

oh dear, i didnt want things to happen this way.

sometimes i really wish to tell you,

can we just change our temper for the sake of e rest of our life?

cos i know, giving in doesnt seems so hard like before,

if its for e sake of our happiness.

but you don seem to think that way.

if you think im e only one you wanna spend the rest of ur life with,

then cherish is what you needa do.

im trying my very best. can you see?

can you talk nicely whenever we quarrel?

we promised... remember?

ure my last boy, and im ur last girl.

i wouldnt wan to stay like this forever.

please? ):

Monsoon - Tokio Hotel. i love it.

was down with fever last 2 days.

thanks dear.

i wan to turn over a new leaf.

and yes, hope i can..

i donno if you can, but i must can.

i cant carry on like this, neither u can.

if u can think on ur age, u should know.

living like this is meaningless. i wan to do something for myself.

i wan to be like few months ago, spend like noone fucking cares.

no *****. not anymore.

B4 its too late.

(:

and yes mayb ure right.

what im good at....

im good at losing myself in loving you (:

been no answer of a target i should have now,

anyone can tell me what i should go for now?

i need a job, yes.

any intro plsss? any will do.

just to have a job and get my ass time lesser in this house will do.

everyone is pushing me to a end, a hopeless end.

no one ever thinks for me, no one i can depends on.

who's the one where i can tell my sorrows to.

answer; my bloggy. (:

&- ps. iloveyou.

move on.

i guess everything is just a hangover.

gotta learn to move on, be strong, stand up and don fall again.

its just retribution. i believe in dat.

everything changes for a reason, don question mine,

its ur choice.

i need someone who i could depend on,

a pair of eyes which could capture all my expressions,

a pair of ears which could hear all my sorrows,

a shoulder which i could cry on,

the love; greater than ever.