today is a quarrelling day duh, since yesterday.

he's off today.

woke up in e morning, played maple awhile, den we went to get ready.

went downstairs. and started to quarrel that he say i wear too little.

so i went up to change my clothes, just anyhow changed to a long sleeve one, when he walked away to redhill mrt.

den i go to redhill mrt to meet him. and he gave a comment like

"why you never wear nicer?" i was fucking irritated.

imagine u wear something u like, and got scolded, and u changed to meet e "requirement",

and still, got a kind of comment like this.

tears rolled down my cheek, duh. i didnt want to let him saw it.

so i walk another way.

in the journey, we never say anything to each other. just like a stranger.

how cute, huh.

den he went home and change and stuffs.

after that i ask him where are we going now,

and we start quarreling again. he say if i wanna ignore him, den might as well i go home.

im not trying to ignore him. just didnt want to let him say i act ke lian.

anyway, my explaination forever doesnt take effect.

whenever i tok nicely to him, he would say something nasty.

till i really cannot make it. breakdown.

lol cried like a crazy women in e mrt.

perhaps i should just jump down.

end of quarreling.

den we went bugis to meet calvin, edwin &fren and minghui.

mayb he is even nice enough to buy thing for me to eat

calvin was doing his tattoo on e hand.

went walk around and get back home.

hais.

where's the confidence i used to have in this relationship?