I have so much things to cry about, I can cry the whole day.

Really damn sian. I strongly feels like giving birth in mt a! All sorts of negative remarks coming to me about kkh, yet have no choice... Everytime thinks of this makes me weep.

Being happy is so difficult. True friends is so rare, considerate humans is extinct.

Sigh

As if that's 理所当然。

Lol what's wrong with me.

Die

I wanna die. Die die die. In the past whenever I feel like dying I remind myself there's other dealing with stuffs worst than mine. BUT NOW I DON'T CARE, THEY SHOULD JUST DIE TOO. Whatever. NO ONE CARES ANYWAY

Fuckeveryone

I hate everyone in this world, every single one. Except my mom. That's about it. If dying wasn't painful I'll be long gone.

Fuckthispatheticwomen

Why can't I learn to be as selfish as you? Why no matter I also will think for you? Why am I not sian? Im really fed up with this fucking person here. Why are you not abit like ur 17 years old self? You know you are fucking pathetic? You husband is wants to do junks, you cry and he can even ask you you cry for what? Tht you actually agreed when you scared he sian, but what has he done? Even he think it's no wrong to play game the whole day on your offday you still think of buying food for him? While he rather play game the whole day also don wan accompany you? When he say he appreciates you but still PLAY GAME FOR WHOLE DAY? When you have to do all the house chores and buy food for him even if you are now 5 months in your pregnancy? Fucking wake up your idea, no matter how much you do just to get a little bit back you'll never get it. So stop. Stop this heartache stop these tears. Stop the love, ignite selfishness. Probably you will be happier. Fuck this shit.

Quick come my precious

Mommy waiting for your arrival anxiously.... I think only you could make my life meaningful now.

Leopard never changes it's spots

You want say till you got your rights not to accompany me right. Alright, I have my rights too. You want play selfishness, I can play too.

A very happy birthday.

Turned 24 yesterday! Haha. Sibei old leh. Didn't have a havoc birthday, but I had a very heart warming and happy birthday. Just being with you makes me happy :) I know you have been really concerned about me, making efforts for me. I really appreciate it, appreciate you. Ytd at tiong bahru I can really feel the parting sorrows like the past, its like everything just happened ytd. We came by far.... Tough, we always say we wants to give up, but knowing deep down we'll never be able to separate from each other. Reminiscing how we got together... Ran away together.... Be in deep troubles together.... Cry,laugh together... Tried to love somebody else, but always a fail. 7 years has past, and now we are married, entering another stage of our life. Till now, Im still unsure of what quality makes a good wife, but im trying my best, ever since I signed the 卖身契... Sorry for every unreasonable tantrums I make! And pardon me if I make any mistakes again alright. Lol. I'm so relieved everything is fine for precious, I can't wait to give birth to our baby(although I always say it's not yours, but you had never doubt that. Im really glad that I had a husband like you. :)), just like initially I can't wait to bear your baby. Haha. You don't know one la. It's always my wish to have a baby with the love of my life, and I can confirm its you, no one else. But I'm
Now is in the least confidence of my shape... Getting fatter and fatter with unknown possibilities of slimming down after delivery. Lol. Keep thinking will I be a disgrace to you in futue? We have bad points, and we might not be able to see our good points sometimes, but as long as love is still there, we will make it through every today. I love how we can talk about anything under the Sun and beyond. I love everything.. I love you. No words can express my love for you, you know it. :) I love you!!! Always and forever.