I think i really need some time too.

I'm really miserable.

Whatever i do, you don't seems to understand.

I'm tired, real tired.

You cant resist the temptation.

I cant control your desire.

Its not that i dont let you go out with your friends,

I'm more willing to allow; if you can control your spending.

I'm a failure girlfriend, i cant stop my boyfriend from spending.

I let him feel as thou he has no freedom.

Yes.

Why? Does anyone understand why?

I dont care how people see me as.

Wilful? Unreasonable? Sticky?

Whatever i've done, its for your own good.

It may let you feel breathless, but you're not the only one who feel so.

And if i dont care about you, why should i do all these?

And who the fuck in the world will care for you?

Regret when you know it.

You dont understand at all.

Lie to me for all you want, i will just act like i dont know.

Thats what you want, isnt it?