为你而活

Sometimes relationships are just so questionable.

Why does people wants to leave someone whom you have lived with 30 years?

What for marry when the ending is divorce?

Shouldnt you learn your partner before you vow to be with them forever?

Then why regret?

And why try to hold back someone when you dont even treasure them while they are beside you?

Too much question uh?

But some cases are exceptional thou.

Just a little feeling got from my aunt's case.

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Can we dont quarrel already, my dear?!

Really tiring.

I love you more than anyone else.

You're the only one im gonna spend my life with.

I dont want anything in between.

The first in my wanted list.

How can you say you're not wanted?

I know you have been hard working, and i still say you're not.

Sorry dear.

But when we quarrel i really feel like saying "KNN BREAK LA".

I didnt cos i know after my anger fades,

you're still my favourite hello and hardest goodbye <3

See i so xing ku wash clothes for you and got a cut on my thumb!

lol. okae la nothing great to cry about.

Being a housewife really not easy can!

Long Life Mommy!

为了你而活

为了你而梦

为了爱

我会撑到最后

当世界都乌有

守著你的人是我

为了你而活

为了你而梦

伤痕再深

心无法划破

跟命运在逆流就算错了也不退后

&- you leave me breathless.

I know im in the wrong.

I've done what you prefer me to.

Still not enough?

Then whats the end?

I've been trying to mend this broken string,

Which you just leave it aside.

A fragile string is hard to hold,

It seems like it will snap anytime.

And when it snap, it breaks my heart.

It's, however, something i've been trying hard to maintain.

Its hard to know what you really wants,
When you dont even want to say.

And i feel that, if i died when we're quarreling,

You wouldnt even care.

Cos when e quarreling starts, nothing about me matters anymore.

&- do you even know what i want?

Happy 6th month Anniversary baby!

(:

We've got 2 6th month anniversary lol.

plus together 1 yr liao yay!

ok, childish.

But i know we wun end it like the last time right? (:

Althou its just 6 months but we've been thru alot!

really alot.

we run away together, suffer together, enjoy together, went crazy together.

so many so many!

It's really alot of mixed emotions having you here.

Sad, angry, worried, jealous, lonely, fun.....

but nonetheless(at least now), im really happy!

You're the most precious thing(excluding mommy) in my life now.

Never let go? I promise (:

and, and, im going to kbox later~

its been so long since i last went!

sooo looking forward.

CYA BUDDIES.

但愿天下有情人终成眷属! (:

now adays cohabiting in trend?

lol. no idea.

probably love is in e air~

haiyaaa so envy people can double-date traveling!

i oso wish i can have a short getaway~

don need too far la.

genting can liao. hahas.

my mom is quarreling with dad for me again.

i, HO POH YIN MICHELLE, promise, i will never ever send my mom to folk's home!

thats for unfilial freaks yeah. _l_

kinda agitated. lols. cos think of e movie "Money Not Enough 2".

I CRIED LIKE #$%^!&*.

however i imagine if my mom were to be sick like this,

hella. i will die with her.

SO MOTHERLY LOVED lol.

Although she always scream at me for nothing,

always disturb me when im not having a gd mood,

always say imma bitch(haha).

but she's still the one who will give me anything i really wish,

even it causes her life.

oh well, whenever i think how a failure daughter i am,

to have sucha a wonderful mother whom i cant take care of,

makes me weep.

too bad i didnt listen to her, i should have fucking continued my studies.

hais,

Life is Full of Regret-ness.

adios.

The person im most grateful with, is my mom;
The person i disappoint most, is my mom.
why?



&- i hate hypocrites.

previous post not done by me =o

Recently got so many things happened,

gone crazy that night.

How i wish i could share it with someone else...

but... how to say sia?

I only can say.... KELLY`s FAULT.

forget it.

Boy, Will you ever know how much you meant to me...?

But i know you love me like no one else do.

Im sorry for the stress my close ones have been giving to you.

Whenever i see how you face them makes me heartache.

I dont wanna see you like this, but i dont wanna be apart with you too.

Words couldnt express how i feel.

Lets strive, for our better day.

From now on, there`s only 2 of us. No one else. I hope.

There`s so much things.... too much.

I love you dear !

Got some shockening news from Thomas, hahas.

Went to drink with Thomas and LaiFa on wed's night.

Mayb its been so long since he last talked to us,

HE`s SO TALKATIVE.

Can understand his feelings thou...

but he doesnt listen to me! Frustrating.

lol. My dear...

STOP SAYING I WILL RUN FOR THAT KIND OF

"HANDSOME, RICH and GOT CAR" guys.

I WUN! if so, i might not be with you already.

bleah. or mayb i will if u still dont treat me nice.

HAHA. but like i said la.

if they have this kind of quality, they wun even lay their eyes on me.

they will go for CELESTINA. ur fav "chio-bu" orights.

Yesterday, go safra play billard.

sians life. ):

Maple
Rebirthed! now am a 172 NL! hehh.

CUTE RIGHT.

at least i think so. =p

woohoo!

yeterday was sunday, so... family outing!

went to east coast using sis's bf car.

and the thing u will think of when mention east coast?

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ride bicycle!

hehh. so long nv ride bicycle...

kinda phobia after that incident at last yr's chalet lol~

i didnt fall down this time! (:

sis was skating, me and ma, pa, tat & lil morphe riding.

morpheus is sooo funny. we 5 ppl were like bodyguard luh.

staying beside him scare he fall down.

got one part is like, he going down slope,

and he couldnt control. i was infront of him..

and he shouted

"AH YI!!! I... VERY... FAST...!!

FASTER RUN!!!!"

i LMAO. yea. lol.

mom & dad was chasing each other,

and mom even challenged dad to race.

before they set off, my mom "secretly" tell me,

"let him pi bo yan!" like lol?

my parents are so cute and lovely, arent they? (:

finish cycling and i saw some activity going on,

so i went to check it out...

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so many dogs....

bubbly.

& yea, it turned out to be an event for SPCA!
sooo many dogs omg! sooo cute laaaa.
got some big like teddy bear like dat!

queen with coat? o.o?


Huskey! sis's fav.
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&- TADAH!!
here comes my favvvvvvvvvvvvv.




Golden Retriever!!!!!!
❤
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so handsome leiiii. damn.



sisters forever! (sounds childish. but its true wat.)



❤ mommy!

HAHA. lil morpheus say... "i wish ah da was here".
me too dearest. (:


someone's wondering why he didnt get to play water.
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after dat we went to eat, now than i know there's a food court at east coast.
ate bbq chicken wingsssss. like fav can. ❤chicken den they ate some stuffs i don eat one.
like sambal sotongs and stuffs.
wanted to take more pics but mom's fone batt flat. thx to me.
and my fone is "5 megapixels". so no point.
after eating, went walking on the beach.
den saw this.
very mian qian de use my "5 megapixels" camera took it
its some "build-a-castle" thingy.
i guess it should be "build-big-castle".

see what i mean?
after that went to bugis to fetch that attitude guy.
ya my dearrrr. he's so lovely! yea...



a lil something for you guys.



goodbye east coast.
❤

i know myself.

thats my limit.

we've been staying like this for months.

im really tired.

i've been living in those empty promises for months.

i try to do everything i can. anything.

i couldnt take it anymore.

everything is my fault. yea mine.

have you ever put myself in ur shoes?

sorry for concerning u too much.

well, it hurts to hear "you care so much for wat?"

who am i actually means to you.

i shouldnt be caring?

den well, i wun. anymore.

im more disappointed then sad.

its time to set myself free.

dont wanna live ur cage anymore.

and well, i realise, my frens will be with me;

if i let them to.

Thanks Ben and Xian, ur dirty talks,

althou not funny. but still, made me cheer up.

love these buds.

*cassy laopo.... i finally know how you felt a yr ago.

teach me to be strong (:

love is always the illusions;

you make for it.