dont know whether im doing the right thing.

anyway im kinda addicted to this song.

传说 by yoga and liu li yang.

romantic song (:

been so tired of working.

i miss you. (:

life's like this

life's fine for me i guess.

as for working life.

i wanna strive hard laaaa.

i can stand being in this fucking household no more.

why noone trust and believe me like a family?

gosh. fuck it.

i love my dearest.

tell me how can others be so sweet?

envy. jealous.

duh nvm.

some can live in e world of 2 while some just cant.

then whats the meaning of being ........

promises are bullshits!

and why am i keep getting myself into this kind of shit.

making my life that miserable.

Is there anyone out there who can save me.

started work a few days.

quite okay.

1 week 2 days off for retail line hard to find yea?

lol.

and dear, i dont despise you cos you're out of job now,

and pls remember there are alot of other jobs out there.

its not the end of the world.

can please cheer up...?

its hard for me to concentrate at work you know...

hais.

sometimes im thinking...

do u need me? or do u actually need the things i can do for you?

cos you change whenever you have something in substitute.

i donno. so confused.

gd nites.

http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XNTQwMjU1OTY=.html

this is a video of a damn fucking ccb knnb heartless father, slash his own son's eyes.
nnbbbbbbbb.
fuck. if my husband do that to my son i sure tong gui yu jin with him lol.

I feel like going every place with you,

having memories in each places we go.

Take alot alot of pictures together.

and keep them in my heart.

I want to go zoo, night safari, escape, birdpark, fishing, prawning, underwater, sentosa, wild wild wet, chalet, cable car, cruise, travel, flyer ride, movies, ice skating, k box.

so many so many places.

some places you say 2 person very boring.

& you don like watching movies ; waste of time and money.

but whats about romantic?

like you know, if you think 2 person life is very bored,

then how? get 5 girlfriends and go together?

sometimes i really wish to tell you,

"stop taking those stuffs! i wan to go zoo!!!!!"

but you only want to enjoy them, fiona. kelly. esther.(note - these are not humans.)

michelle leh?(this is human.)

whenever i see ppl blogging bout where they went for their anniversary,

which restaurant they went, what present they recieve,

i feel so jealous.

but never did i blame you for that,

cause financial is a reason.

i know you will say " if i got money i oso can bring you anywher!"

but look... when you have the money...

where it goes?

im not blaming you here...

i know its partly my fault for being so lazy also.

lols.

its just a little kids-cant-get-lollipop rants.

and we're going lucky plaza tomorrow right!

i know you're working hard.

i appreciate that really.

jiayous ba. i'll be soon working hard too. (;

i still love you afterall =p